At The Office

While sitting in my chair at my office, I’m noticing a few different things about my life.

1.) I have to make lists now to keep track of what i have to do on a daily basis, just because i’m getting older, ha!!

2.) If I want to look younger, i have to dye my hair, exercise, and eat healthy to stay fit so i don’t die at a young age.

3.) If I want my home and yard to look beautiful, I have to keep up with the jones’s. yeah right!!

To take notes on the simplier life:

1.) Enjoy your life to the fullest.

2.) Break-free from negative friends, family, and worklife.

3.) Make sure you have a job that you love working at, and you’ll be happier making the money.

4.) Nobody says that life is easy or fair, but take your life by the horns of the bull ~ meaning: Don’t ever let anyone push you around and always stand up for what you believe in..

5.) You live how you want, buy what you want, but think wisely and spend wisely.

6.) Spend time outdoors, with your family, pets, and your friends.

7.) Make sure you get plenty of rest, cause when you’re older you may not be able to sleep when you want too.

8.) Lastly, Take time out for yourself, Do whatever makes you happy everyday.

Time Heals All Wounds

I was caught up in my old friends for a long time with their lifestyles and how they would treat one another when it dawned on me. I seriously had to take a few steps back and analized this huge situation, that at one point of time seem to be very small. I used to ask questions although my father always said to me when I was younger: “If you ask questions, you’ll get answers.”  Not so in this case, The more questions I asked the more people claimed that i was starting trouble with them. I always wondered that if people were really true to their friends they wouldn’t mind at all in answering my questions. But, “looks can be deceiving”, just like they were to me.

The true friends i’ve had from years ago really turned out to be my enemies and here’s how I figured it out: gossiping about me, twisting their words around, making me believe in something that i have never said, telling others in the area that i’m a trouble maker, friends of friends and their family members telling me and my family that i’m weird and crazy, to not talk to me about anything, and instead of coming forth and discussing these insecurities and lies with me, they talk amongst themselves.  Where do i get to defend myself?  Why does people talk highly about themselves when to the world they are nothing but wasted pieces of flesh? I can’t believe some people that we considered as friends can turn into monsters and zombie’s and stay the same in their lives. They sit there in their pitty-pot and say: “Woe as me!!” So, Really What is stopping them from moving forward? Life isn’t one big party, people change, when you make your bed, you lie in it.  If these so-called friends would change around the way they think, Their lives wouldn’t be as bad or rotten as everyone see’s them to be..

Time heals all Wounds, if you believe in God, and make the change to better yourself, and your life. Get moving cause Life is Way too short to sit around, ruin your health, and waste time..

Illusions of the Mind ~

We all must think,

we all must rhyme.

After all it’s ~

Illusions of the Mind.

 

We all must breathe,

We all will Speak.

From the whispering winds,

Til the end of Time.

 

We all must follow,

The path we choose to live.

either your GOD

Or Mine.

 

For what we see,

may not be.

said with words or hands,

But with the Illusions of the Mind.

Hunger Pains For Me

I come from a large family,

i struggled all of my life.

had some jobs to save money,

for my children, and my wife.

 

I tried to finish high school

and later came the G.E.D.

Equivalent to a diploma,

But, hunger pains for me.

 

Nobody’s Listening

these suburban-knights

their high society and

they look at me as a low-life.

 

Never made through college,

Picked up a trade from a friend.

Made damn good money,

Liquor put me in debt again.

 

The Economy sucks,

Just as it did back then.

The bills aren’t getting paid,

Cause Depression blew in.

 

Nobody’s Listening to me,

Hunger pains set in.

My Refrigerator’s on Empty, 

High Society took over in the end.

Soul Searching

Life is a parallel, life is a mystery.

love is jealousy, wrapped up like someone smothering me.

being loved is so different, from being obsessed.

unhealthy love, has been a BIG MESS.

feeling rejected for so long, now i’m accepted for who i am.

Over time this what i have learned, through the years of absolute lonliness.

Depending on someone that wasn’t meant to be, only to find the real true part of me.

all my life of wasted time, only to find true happiness with my friends that i left behind.

not because i had to, but only because of the reasons why.

TRUST is the biggest part of any relationship, and if it isn’t there you have nothing to gain.

For the one that got away, was the only true happiness inside of my soul.

Soul Searching bringing in the new and tossing out the old.

Just Because….

Mind went blank in a blink of a eye,

I wish i had the words to sing for every lie.

barrowed time is what he gave us all,

Sometimes victory only makes us fall.

Broken words coming from a wounded heart,

Pain unfolds and lives torn apart.

Seeing shadows in the dark of night,

Round two for another fight.

Speaking of truth for two married souls,

Withered by storm like blackened coals.

Sad but true this is how it was,

They must have been lonely just because…

Just Because…

 

The Golden Box

We often learn the most from our Children..

Some time ago, a friend of mine punished his three year old Daughter for wasting a roll of gold wrapping paper. Money was tight, and he became infuriated when the child tried to decorate a box to put under the Christmas Tree, wasting a roll of costly paper in the process.

The next morning, the little girl brought the gift to her Father and said: “This is for you, Daddy.” He was embarrassed by his earlier overreaction, but his anger flared again when he found out tht the baox was empty. “Don’t you know that when you give someone a present, there’s supposed to be something inside it? “  He yelled at her.

The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and said: “Oh, Daddy it’s not empty. I blew kisses in the box. All for you, Daddy.” The Father was crushed. He put his arms around his little girl and begged her forgiveness. My friend told me that he kept that gold box by his bed for years. Whenever he was Discouraged, he would take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child who had put it there.

In a very real sense, each of us as parents has been given a gold container filled with unconditional love and kisses from our children. There is no more precious possession anyone could hold.